Friday, September 9, 2016

Projects and Obsessions


I’m currently working on three writing projects. Simultaneously.

The first one started just before the Presidential elections in 2008 that has turned into a still-forming novel. Yes, that’s right, eight years ago. That’s a long time on any author’s time card, let alone a fledgling such as myself. I only have a few chapters to complete; the problems, however, are many. Too many moving parts. Too many characters, but each one needed to be able to tell the tale in its entirety. Complexity can be a bad thing in a case such as this because you have to keep going back to check sections of storyline in order to maintain flow and pace.

 That work is already 80,000 words and rising; the scary thing is that, in the book, there have been events I’ve put on paper in this fictional story that run surprisingly close to actual incidents that have occurred since the book’s inception.

The idea for the storyline came to me during a dream one night, and my wife will tell you that I’ve had some pretty wild ones. This dream in particular, though, was so real, so substantive, that I got out of bed and started jotting it down so that I wouldn’t forget. Jotting turned into typing…and it is ongoing even today. It has become a labor-intensive endeavor, one that I must self-motivate for in order to work on it. It is my personal Frankenstein; a baby I’ve worked on that has grown into a monster. That baby’s working title is ‘Siege of the Holy City’…and no, that city is not The Vatican.

The second fictional project I started two months ago and it has nothing to do with law enforcement, although I’m toying with the idea of using one or two characters from the novel in bit parts of this story, since the location/setting I’m using is one which is central in the book.

The working title is ‘Diver Down’, and it will be a series of stories developed from a fictional piece I wrote last year that I entered in a writing contest…and won.

The issue I’ve encountered is that, in order to be factually-correct concerning the main character’s occupation, I need to speak at length with a former diver in the U.S. Navy. I’ve sent emails to the Navy’s PR liaison office, reached out to the Veterans of Foreign Wars and AMVETS, both through their state and national offices, and gotten nowhere. Today I am calling the Navy’s main Diver Training Center to ask if they have resources available that could put me in contact with a former diver because, without their assistance, I can’t complete this project. It’s a shot in the dark but I’m running out of ideas; I won’t finish it if I can’t be factual, plain and simple.

The third? It’s much easier, because it is a collection of stories and events I’d experienced during thirty-one years behind a badge; a non-fiction work whose authenticity will be questioned by some.

 The one central question that will be posed after people have read the book will be this: “Did that really happen?”

The answer will always be the same: Yes it did.

It will cover events ranging from the shooting of a fellow police officer in 1981 to my retirement in 2013; it will be shocking, sorrowful, hair-raising and sometimes downright hilarious. It will be, above all, emotional.

It already has been for me. The writing of some of the events has brought back long-forgotten facts and the people involved in them. I’ve made phone calls, researched records, sent and received emails and re-read old newspaper stories. I’ve been contacted by old friends I’d lost touch with decades ago after they’d heard what I was working on, guys that, during my formative years in cop-world, were idols to me, role models that made me the police officer I became.

It will be politically incorrect; you have to remember that, during the late 70s, the world was a different place. Things that happened back then absolutely would not be tolerated in today’s media-driven-cameras-everywhere law enforcement environment. Some names will be mentioned, most won’t. Some parts of stories will be changed to protect identities but the main theme will not. It is becoming the obsession that ‘Siege’ initially was.

…only this time, I’m not stopping until it is completed…

…which is why I arose and started writing at 0230 this morning, the soundtrack from HBO’s ‘The Pacific’ miniseries playing in my headphones while the rest of the house sleeps peacefully.


Now, where was I? Oh, yeah, ‘The Hanging Man’ in 1982…


Thursday, September 8, 2016

He Whose Name I Shall Not Speak ( Or Write )


The QB-Whose-Name-I-Will-Not-Speak: In these United States we have a Constitution which guarantees many rights; those who exercise some of those rights may not be ones we agree with, but I will defend those rights because they are included in our Constitution. That being said, a now-third string, over-rated, overpaid professional sports athlete made a decision to sit during our National Anthem prior to a preseason game, causing much furor and gnashing-of-teeth. He said he did so because he was "...standing up for oppressed minorities..." in America.

To borrow a rap-world term ( which I shal never, ever do again ), the third-stringer has no street cred.

Here is a man who is biracial, adopted by white affluent parents and raised as their own, wanting for nothing. His adopted father, Richard, is VP of Operations for a major dairy manufacturer. 3rd-stringer, to his credit, did actually graduate with a degree from his university but obtains his millions-per-year playing a sport which has nothing to do with that degree. How many underprivileged students...black, white, Asian, Hispanic...can't afford to go to college because they're not athletes, are denied the opportunity of higher education because their families are less-than-blue-collar income earners...if they even earn at all? Dining for generation upon generation upon the National Breast is another topic for another time.

Third-stringer knows nothing of national service, honor earned on an actual battlefield or sacrifice for country, the very things which our National Anthem's words embody. Those that have made the Ultimate Sacrifice did so to preserve this nation...AND its Constitution. Does he have the right to sit? Yes. Do the vast majority of Americans agree with 3rd-stringer's decision? NO.

And the very word 'oppressed'? I suggest 3rd-stringer travel to places like North Korea, Iran, Communist China and Africa or live among the populace of those poor Christians trapped in Islamic State-controlled areas. Then, and only then, might he have some actual understanding of the word...if he survived.

The sad things here are: because of his actions, third-stringer's team and team mates will suffer. They will be hated, ridiculed and derided on a national level because of one player. Millions across the sports world will hope his team loses all sixteen games. ( No, 3rd-stringer does not play for the Browns ). Also, was this 'oppressed minorities' topic the actual driving force behind a decision that third-man-on-the-depth-chart made....or does he realize that he is becoming irrelevant in the world of professional football and, by immersing himself in controversy, people would take note of him again? I mean, even the Browns had a chance to pick him up during the off-season; how badly does that make him feel being rejected by Cleveland, a word in the Native American world that stands for 'place where quarterbacks go to die without honor'?

Patriots stand up for and defend their country....not sit during the playing of the National Anthem. Third-stringer's name should never be mentioned in the same breath as 'patriot'.

Ever.